2010 x'mas~

can say this 15 years is my 1st time exchange x'mas present..

and my 1st present i will receive is my honey..=]

don't know what will i get??

she say to me is a present that will remember me and her de things..

but i can't think what is it..

anyway i also buy a present for her..

but in the box not only 1 things..

i think got more than 3 things..=]

hope this surprise she will like it..

dear i miss you~

when i can see you?

dear don't forget you say de things..

love you~

✖✖ de heart

tOday i ask myself..

am i the right kelvin??

Or another peOple already..

sOmetimes sO disapOinted at myself ..HAIZ

kelvin 'a' kelvin..where r u?

cOme back and dO yOurself la..

last time de yOu mOre better than nOw de yOu..

say everything can sOlve Ownself but yOu just knOw ask friend accOmapny yOu gO Out..

why dOnt yOu tell her what yOur feel?

keep in the heart Ownself only 'sam fu'

what the pOint?

dO yOu knOw what is the pOint Of dOing the things????

yOu dO it but she just take is as a small things..

everytime yOu hurt dO she knOw??

she din't!!

but what can i dO??????????

why everytime also like that??

mOOd really really dOwn this few week..
dO yOu knOw what yOu really scOlding?
last time yOu always say yOu and father fight alsO because Of brOther..
am i the brOther why scOlding me?
im the smallest sOn Ok...
want scOld,scOld him la..
everytime yOu scOld me..me din't say anything then yOu say i give yOu face see..
yOu think what yOu say tO me i din't hurt??huh??
i can just tell yOu but i respect yOu?dO yOu even respect me?
mOvie always say big ppl things small kid dOn't need knOw...
why tell me??
last time small time every weekend father always bring us gO shOpping..but everytime the car will sO annOying..
i think that i nOrmal..
but start this year nOvember all things start change..
i hate gO Out with yOu all..
i hate at hOme..
i hate at shOp
i hate yOu what alsO scOld me...
dunnO why yOu all always say mOney mOney mOney..
i knOw mOney is impOrtant but family mOre impOrtant..
this twO days i suffer in my heart what yOu all scOld me withOut reasOns..
i try dO things..sO i clean the shOp and my bedrOOm..all nO use de things i just thrOw it away..like this yOu alsO scOld..
dunnO why yOu nOw sO annOying..
yOu say i din't discuss with yOu and what i say yes then yes..
but i think what yOu say yes more than i say lo..
if like that i dOnt want say anything la..what alsO yOu chOOse lo...
why still want ask me gO?
better lOck me in the rOOm enOugh..Or give me gO Out with friend..
even yOu give me gO Out..
yOu still will scOld me say why everyday went Out..
with whO?
gO where?
until what time?
sOmetime call me and scOld me..
yOu knOw suffer this is very hard!!
samOre i will buy car or motorcycle my Own mOney..cOz ask sister fetch better take taxi or bus..
kelvin say's de:
I WILL USE MY MONEY BUY I WANT DE THINGS..NO NEED USE YOU ALL DE MONEY!!!

this few week s0 busy..want wrote on (11/11/2010)

11/11/2010
i wOnt fOrget this day because this day can say is my last day standing at the building and also my last day at her hOme..
that day arOund 4 o'clock mimi ask me gO her hOuse help her..i alsO agree that will reach abOut 5 o'clock..
when reach her hOuse we chat abOut 15 minutes..suddenly kenny reach hOme and we get shOck..
a mOment later..
mimi ask me leave the hOme first..i dint say anything and walk tO the dOOr with jOrdan..
when walking tO the dOOr kenny ask 'where dO you want tO gO' to jOrdan..jOrdan dint say anything and walk tO the rOOm..
mimi call jOrdan Open the dOOr fOr me..i wait her at the staircase arOund half an hOur...
at last kenny when Out but mimi dOnt want me get in the hOuse again because she get stress of her parents..scare her parents will scOld her..she say sOrry tO me...she say if angry say it Out..but dunnO why that time i din't angry at all..maybe i understand what yOu thinking...
if give Other ppl knOw they will say i'm a stupid guy..but lOve is like that..One of them must have hurt..

here is sOme pic that i snap..=]

--->frOnt Of the building

-->behind the building

-->11 flOOr...

-->the way tO mimi house

宝贝不是我没有脾气~只是不懂要怎么去气你~

还有你讲过一些话我还记得~你说还没到死那天你都不知道你有几爱那个人。。=]

我永远记得你说过的话。。

T.T

yOu fOrget what yOu say tOO me last tuesday and wednesday...
nOw my heart like give a knife accidently cut..
maybe is this week yOu busying yOu hOuse things..hOpe yOu dOnt tell me that anymOre..
is hard tO accept..(DO YOU KNOW THAT)!!!

i think what i say is real...
男人永远都是心痛。。
女人永远都是心软。。


HAIZ.....

kuwo...^.^

tOday whOle day start learn hOw tO play 'kuwo'..
befOre this always ask friend tO help me dOwnlOad sOng...
can't cOntinue asking friend..they din't angry but i feel 'paiseh'..
sO tOday i take 6 hOurs On the 'kuwo'..
1st i gO register an accOunt Of 'kuwo'
after that,things i do is find sOng and listen first..=]
then i start design my 'kuwo' background..all the backgrond alsO nOt nice alsO sO i fedup find backgrOund..
i decide tO take the simple backgrOund..then just chOOse the cOlOur...the backgrOund lOOk very simple but i very like it..^^
after finish all Of this..i start tO cereate my pet..
then i investgate hOw tO play the pet abOut 2 hOurs..lucky my friend On msn..if nOt i fedup investigate...><.

1/11/2010

enjOy tOday..=]
tOday gO mimi hOuse accOmpany her whOle day..
i give her the nipple that i bOught..
we tOld each Other sad things came Out..
after talking...we play tOgether..play until mad...XD
arOund 7.30p.m is time fOr me tO gO back hOme..befOre gO back hOme jOhn call me..
jOhn say last thursday he saw my mimi at ts..then i pass the phOne tO mimi and they talk fOr a little while..mimi also say ya that day she at ts..=]mimi say call jOhn cOme Out 'yam cha' One day and i say Ok i will tell him..
7.45p.m i leave her hOuse..T.T..sO miss the day..hOpe One day really can at her hOuse Overnight One day..

here is sOme pic that we eat nipple and take photo..

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寂寞...

already One day din't listen her vOice..
sO miss her..
i just help my friend ask yOu sOmethings Only but yOu angry me...
acutually what yOu angry..i really dunnO..
maybe i just need give her relax few days...
tOday whOle day i only sit in front the computer and wait yOur sms...
but you also din't sms me...
what i can do is just wait yOu..
tOday i think what things did i do wrOng??
but i really dOn't knOw what did i dO wrOng..
haiz maybe bOys alsO always wrOng de la..
hOpe yOu fOrgive me every single mistake ba..

10-10-2010

what a wOnderful day....
tOday mOrning 7.00 i wOke up..then 7.20 call my friend tO cOme and fetch me...
he say wait 10 minutes cOme dOwn...after 10 minutes i g0 dOwn i saw him waiting at me at the mOrning market...=)
then he tOOk me tO my friend hOuse which live at tmn suntex..i sms pei pei tO cOme Out tO gO tO the tmn suntex mOrning market tO have Our breakfast and ah ken mOtOr park in frOnt OF pei pei hOuse...
we almOst finish Our breakfast..fei hOng arrive..after that..this is the mOment i wOnt fOrgOt..fei hOng tOOk me tO pei pei hOuse tO wait ah ken take his mOtOr..when we reach pei pei hOuse his father car came back...sO we need tO push ah ken mOtOr tO a side...when her father cOme Out frOm the car..he ask...whO is the One whO cOuple with pei pei...we say nO..but the uncle dOnt believe...he ask the secOnd time that say the true whO cOuple with pei pei..we still saying the same think that nO~
later her father when in tO the hOuse and ask her mOm where pei pei gO..lucky pei pei reach hOme..then we wait her take thing and straight gO tO the primary schOOl...
when reach there..gOt a friend frOm megah came..he say he sO hungry sO we bring him tO the sOk gaO eat fOOd...when went inside i saw last time dusun nanding friend but all change already..
when Our friend reach already..we start walked arOund the schOOl..sO many friend i saw inside even that nOt my primary schOOl..i was sO happy visited the primary schOOl..^^

s0 scare le...

pmr dunn0 h0w the marks...
s0 scare...T~T

happy 0r unhappy day?

t0day 1.32a.m i suddenly w0ke up...when i woke up first i g0 take the ph0ne that i put 0n the table t0 change..
i was sh0ck when i saw my 宝贝 send a sms give me and say '宝贝对不起'...that time i really want t0 call her but i already pr0mise her that saturday and sunday i can't call her..i need t0 f0cus 0n my studies...
at that time i really dunn0 need t0 d0 what..i can't sleep..my heart is thinking 0f her..dunn0 why even her fault she just a simple s0rry i can f0rgive her 0n the sp0t..maybe my heart is s0ft 0f her..0ther girl say s0rry i n0t 0n the sp0t forgive them..but she i din't think anything i just send back a sms say i f0rgive u..fr0m 1.32a.m until 4.40++ i can't sleep...after 4.40++ my eyes cl0se suddenly and i sleep until 9.00..
then in the n00n i g0 t0 my friends t0 d0 revision..we study until then g0 to the park t0 rest..at the park i have t00k s0me pic..^^
even every pic my heart is still missing her..h0pe she can see this bl0g..宝贝我也很想跟你说对不起。。我应该听你的话的。。宝贝真的很对不起。。

OMG!!

d0 y0u kn0w y0u hurt me!!!
nvm~~what y0u say i accept..i w0nt give up but if i d0 like that next time d0nt say me why like that..
i care y0u,y0u say me s0 ann0ying...fine!
i have n0thing t0 say..
but i kn0w my l0ve t0 y0u w0nt change...

pmr or her?

pmr 0nly left 1 week..
my brain still can't f0cus 0n s0me subject..help!!
still thinking the happiness with her~~
h0pe she is beside me maybe i can f0cus 0n my study s0 i w0nt think 0ther things..
anywhere i still must try harder c0z she at behind me supporting me..
i need t0 get a g00d result..gambateh..^^

w0w..eventh0ught i kn0w l0ve is unfair..but h0w unfair she als0 my l0ver...s0 i l0ve her m0re than i l0ve myself?XD
i will give what she want..i want pr0tect her..i want make her mine f0rever life..i l0ve y0u 宝贝..muackzz^^

hehe^^

0pps...im the 0ne wh0 think t00 much..
at last y0u f0rgive me...^^
YEAH!!
n0w i miss the f00d that y0u c00k..if can i want taste n0w..
and pmr is ar0und the c0rner..y0u ask me study hard..
i pr0mise y0u i will get a g00d result..f0r 0ur furture..
i cant wait t0 g0 t0 y0ur h0use..
y0u and i also cant believe that few days im beside y0u..
that few days we have a nice days..h0pe everyday can saw y0u,can sit beside y0u,can acc0mpany y0u..
but next wait 1 m0re year..but i kn0w we can wait..^^

A day that i...

h0w c0me i can d0 like that...
am i dreaming that time 0r what??
damn~damn~damn~...
h0pe w0nt d0 it again...f0rgive me pls...
T~T
need c00l d0wn..relax relax relax..

m00dy??

why t0day s0 super n0 m00d..
think back this 3 years we really waste..
if we dint play play n0w we already 3 years..
yesterday night my h0use n0 current and y0u say '宝贝家没电哦..热死我宝贝咯'dunn0 why after listen this sentences i feel that y0u 0ne day sweeter than 0ne day~~i feel so happy but dunn0 why my mind always scare y0u will leave me..
maybe is my pers0nal pr0blem..
can anyb0dy tell me what can i d0??

bao bei h0pe n0w y0u is huging me like that day which y0u say can y0u d0nt g0?

am i thinking t00 much?
haiz~~
T~T

宝贝我想你了~你到底在做什么呢~希望你现在打一通电话来说你也想我。。

a feeling that i dunn0 h0w t0 say

every time i meet y0u i g0t a feeling that i d0nt want y0u t0 go h0me 0r i need t0 g0 h0me...maybe i scare dunn0 when i can see y0u..but i kn0w that time we t0gether we have a great time...

and yesterday y0u alm0st d0nt want me t0 g0 h0me...y0u hug me tight even y0u never say anything but i kn0w that y0u d0nt want me t0 g0..but i have pr0mise y0u that i will visit y0u when y0u are free..

i just want t0 say that every pr0mise i really d0 it f0r y0u...i never break y0ur pr0mise and i d0 it 0n time...

i still remember yesterday what we have do in y0ur h0use..
~y0u put 5 chocolate in my m0uth...
~y0u bite my hand c0z y0u say this mark is t0 ask me t0 remember i have a friend name jessie in my life..
~y0u take a c0l0ur hair spray and spray my head..after spray y0u help me t0 wash it..when wash time y0u say y0u are the first b0y that give me wash the hair..and y0u tell me 你很幸福...
~y0u take a b0wl 0f s0up that y0u make y0urself and ask me t0 finish it..y0u say im the sec0nd b0y which taste y0ur f00d..
~y0u also take s0me slices f00d and put in my m0uth..
~when y0u hug me y0u say that 你很好抱哦..
~every single kiss y0u say s0 sweet...funniest thing is y0u still remember that i say y0u 0we me 999 kiss..and yesterday when back time y0u ask me how much i still 0we y0u..i say 970..i just cincai say c0z i d0nt kn0w y0u really want give me 999 kiss...

maybe 0ur l0ve is difficult but i believe this is 0ur true l0ve...
c0z u say in 0ne 0f my friend fb that d0nt c0z a small case and break..
t0day y0ur ph0ne trop int0 water 1st y0u think is the 3G..y0u s0 sad c0z if n0 3G h0w y0u want t0 see me..but i say d0nt worry y0u g0t an0ther ph0ne..but y0u say i d0nt think s0 this ph0ne can call..i call y0u and y0u pick up the ph0ne..y0u saw my face y0u give me a smile face and say luckly g0t this ph0ne..^^

even just a few h0urs im having fun with y0u[ba0 bei]..
宝贝我会给你幸福的。。宝贝老婆家榕我爱你。。muackzzz

><...so full

t0day g0 kucai lama with sister and c0usin sister t0 eat the shabu-shabu~
1 ppl rm31.80~3 ppl =rm95.40..
we eat da0 s0 full..@@
alm0st cant wake..but i l0ve t0 eat at there^^

im sO sOrry..

wOw...i can see that u r angry..
but u dOnt want to tell me what happen..
maybe is my wrOng gua~i shOuld nOt fight what u were talking abOut..
when i ask u izit im the One that make u angry..u ans me NO..
but this ans i cant believe cOz when u ans me Other questiOn ur vOice raise high..
haiz~~~
im sO sOrry..forgive me pls

kill me ba!!!

damn!!!

why the trial test is On my birthday...hate test..><

hOpe can change the date....

Annoying...=.=

i cant accept yOur answer...just because im still studying...

what yOu want I dO it fOr yOu but I just want a simple thing yOu cant dO it fOr me...

IS THAT FAIR?HUH!

sO next time my thing yOu cant say nO Only can say YES! =.=lll

@.@

tOday i get the paper i saw the marks...i wOuld like tO say mOther hOw can i get this kind Of marks...==

when i saw the name..my brain suddenly ask myself because Of this name i get this kind Of marks? HUH!!!

but i cant push all the fault tO the persOn..cOz whO ask me wrOte the name...haiz...just can say 'hOu hui' wrOte yOur name...

sO nOw i just want fOrget all my bad things and remember my happiness with my mimi..^^

lOve~~~

宝贝 momo lOve 宝贝 mimi

lOve yOu 4ever and ever and ever

muackz muackz...^^

this call 'you yuan'???

already 1 year ++ yOu nOt in schOOl...

9/6/2010 i saw back yOu...

i was sO prOud when i saw yOu...

maybe this day is gOd arrange fOr us...^^

just want say hOpe yOu have a wOnderful life fOrever..

hOpe meet yOu again...^^

and tOday 6.57p.m yOu sms me..wOw i cant believe yOu still will sms me..

kakaka...^^

nO mOre pain nO mOre fan...PEACE..^^

Thanks tO my lOvely friend (kOk bin,fOOk k0ng,yik ming,wai fOO,stacey,yi ting,jasOn,tOng yuan and many mOre la)...yOu all make me feel im nOt alOne...kaka^^

what happen this week?

is this the bad week fOr me??

sOmething that i need tO forget and this sunday my grandmOther need tO gO tO hOspital because she have a small OperatiOn....

just nOw my mOm get a call frOm my cOusin and my cOusin say my grandmOther was unconscious....sO my mOm quickly gO tO see her...she unconscious because her blOOd is higher than the nOrmal time...maybe my grandmOther scare tO dO this OperatiOn...this feel is nOrmal cOz I alsO gOt dO OperatiOn befOre...that feel is very scarely..when I enter the dOOr there is a sOund but with nO music..the sOund my mOn say is tO give us relax..but I feel the sOund like im gOing tO pass away mOre than making us tO relax..anyway my lOvely grandmOther dOnt be tO scare because this sunday I will accOmpany yOu tO the hOspital..i will wait yOu Outside the Operation rOOm...

God~i hOpe my grandmOther will get well as sOOn as pOssible..Other thing I dOnt want tO think anymOre..i just want my grandmOther have a healty life..

dance life 1/6/2010

This is Our 3 mOnth at the studiO..

this is the phOtO we take...^^

hOpe tOday will never cOme

I dO wrOng things again...i shOuld never let yOu gO that night...cOz that night yOu say tOmOrrOw will find me but tOday yOu just send me a sms say that yOu never angry with me and yOu say yOu just nO mOOd + sad...

i knOw yOu nO mOOd because sOme One knOw sOmething abOut us...maybe he tell sOme sadness things tO yOu but I cant dO anything because yOu say befOre that yOu want dO/dOnt want dO de things nObOdy can change yOur mind...

just nOw I really feel beh sOng him but I knOw maybe yOu still remember the pass things yOu twO have dOne...

sOmetimes I think back can I give yOu happiness fOrever Or I will give yOu sadness fOrever..

nOw my heart is 2 times sadness than yOur heart..cOz I just make a little mistake and yOu care what he say mOre than what things i have been create fOr yOu tO make yOu happy..at last the happiness becOme sadness...

I HOPE THE PERSON I REALLY WANT HER TO READ IT...SHE REALLY READ IT...

i wrote your name..:)

tOday english paper 2 the Section A is abOut write a letter tO a friend...

in the paper i wrOte yOur name _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _...hehe

when i start to write my hand cant stOp writing...maybe is yOur name i just write write write until non-stOp..

Section B is a summary abOut make sOme effective tO Our study...if i nOt mistaken is this tOpic..LOL..

this Section B i like it cOz just need write 60 wOrds...but when i writing my mind cant think anything..==..

but at last i write finish until gam gam 60 wOrds...

Section C is the part which i was thinking wat will come Out...
cOz this part is the part i hate eventhOught teacher say this is the easy part tO get marks..~~

LOL~~this time Section C sO easy..hehehe..sO happy

- - Their lOve - -

小比比 ❤ Х|aØ βb
Х|aØ βb ❤ 小比比

yeah yeah yeah yeah!!!!!!!!!

yOu chOi back me le....

im sO happy nOw!!!

^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^

miss yOu??

tOday is the third day exam but start frOm this week is the difficult subject...

dunnO why tOday i gOt nO that fear feeling when sitting the test...
maybe my heart is just thinking abOut yOu ba...

when the first paper start i give 90% fOcus On the paper...
but the secOnd paper my mind just Out frOm the fOcus and thinking abOut yOu...
but i knOw yOu will nOt thinking about me...:(

the last paper which is the mOst difficult subject fOr tOday...
this paper i also give 75% fOcus On the paper...
but i just take abOut 1 hOur 15 minutes to finish it...

after finish i lOok Outside the windOw i saw sOme cOuple sit there so sweet...
my mind suddenly think if that cOuple is me and yOu how sweet is it...
but i knOw i gOt nO this chance tO make it...T~T

OPPS!!

after i read yOur blOg i Only knOw that...

i dOnt knOw u hate i dOing that tO yOu...

maybe i really dunnO yOur characteristic...

tOday yOu dint find me...maybe yOu still angry with me...

i wOnt sms yOu cOz i want give yOu freedOm...sO everyday i just can wait yOur sms until the day yOu fOrgive me...

At last i just want say...IM SORRY PLS FORGIVE ME...

who am i to you?

yesterday you put me aeroplane so i beh song u and u just dont want reply my sms..at night i say sorry u dont want choi me..i ask u to give call me and give something u say no!!!

i really want know who am i to you!!
can u give me the answer..

idiot ppl no brain...

today go tuition my slipper is still with me...after about 15 minutes my fren go buy some sneak i also follow too...

after 1hours 45minutes = my tuition class finish so i want to go back but i cant find my slipper...so i ask some help from my fren..they find find find also dint get...so i have no choice..i go to my brother shop and take a slipper to wear it...my slipper also no nice u also want..there got so many nice slipper u also dont want take,take mine..r u stupid???==

Why your mistake mom scolding me...

Next time borrow ppl things take it carefully...now you lost it mom add me inside and scold...

you call me and say scold me...i respect you coz you elder than me if not you sure give me fuck back...

you only think I everyday come back just play com...i say I got study you dont believe...if you dont believe what can I do...want I sit beside you and study give you see izit...sometimes I sleep coz im tired...say me like a pig always sleep...see yourself be4 you say me la pls...

Samore I dance is my hobby and im not wasting time on dancing...coz dancing can make me relax...OK!!

20days more...

i waiting the day to come...

who is the 1?

r or m??

what wrong with me?

im doing the wrong things...

im the 1 to let go and now i want it back but is too late to catch back :(

sometimes i think im stupid...im hate myself now..f**k...

...need past up 3 folio in this week...damn

Geo and seni folio do until half already but sej havent start...omg...going to die...T~T

unhappy day

did i do wrong?why u so angry?now is ur 2nd times angry with me...im so sorry i dont knoe u hate that...im really really unhappy...:(

happy.. :D

today she play with me so happy...^^..

dance class

wow...yesterday start our 1st class dance with ah kit teacher...he really teach a lot of thing...help us to change from our mistake that we made...hope can be a b-boy in this year...^^...now go practice the step lu...

today go batu 11 play ball

8p.m-9.30p.m we reach there
suddenly my friend say next team so we have to versus the adult...
that time i were blur and all my luck gone...
shot also 'a ball' or over the board...i going to mad...
after we loose i get back my luck...==
so we try to versus the malay boys that have full set of clothes...
they really strong..1 match we loose but we never give up and play another match...
the 2nd match we won..the malay boys were shock..
even we win we still meet them as a friend..they were very friendly..hope to meet them again..

17/3/10 go shopping

boring whole day...nothing to do...just walk around..cant find my taste de bag...haiz...samore on that day leg hurt and stomach pain make me no mood shopping...send friend go home give my aunty see later sure say bad about me de la...HAIZ

.....

i dint mean to hurt u..but i really no more feel with u...im so sorry...and dont say my bad thing in front of me...say behind of me i dont care...

no mood...

today is the first time in the tuition i give teacher comment about me...i dont think i did that y must she say like that to the teacher...did i do anything wrong?y must u blame on me?make me today tuition also no mood...HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

t0m0rr0w is the 1st class of sejarah...

wow..cant wait for it..dunno the teacher will say wat..lol

Bought 3 skinny jeans in 3 different year!!!

my 1st skinny jeans i bought is on 31/08/2008
my 2nd skinny jeans i bought is on 22/08/2009
today is the 3rd skinny jeans i bought...so happy got 3 different design of skinny pants...yah00000000~~~~~~~

27 January 2010...9.24p.m

oh yeah...promise couch that will come for the training...cant wait 4 the training...and today i suffer for doing the chapter of circle....i dunno how to do...help me...

26 January 2010...10.20p.m

damn..some of the subject i really dunno what the teacher teaching about?? im so blur..

start from this second and minutes need to give 80% focus on the teacher..

26 January 2010...10.15 p.m

really having fun and helpful for me...my friend is telling their joke at school to us...this make me feel relax and having a lot of fun other than just study the whole 12 hours...besides that i have really learn a lot of how to respect ppl..

'if u dont respect urself dont ask other ppl to respect you'...:)

pistoff....

tOday tRaiNing daMn tIred aNd sOme One mAke mE aNgrY...
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