what happen?

is that ending here?
what should i do?
what going on?
everything has change

you or me?
a song that you ask me to dont hear it anymore and today i hear that you listen that song again..
maybe is me think a lot..
maybe thing really change..
bad luck this going around and around for me..
got this problem..that problem...
accident twice is this week..
money going to finish..
everybody tell me ‘xun qi zhi ran'...
facing your family and facing my family..
why i feel like suffering facing them?

the heart like hurting myself..

problem problem..
i dont want my life become worst..
i want have a wonderful life..
i dont want everyday also scare..everyday suffering..
i very difficult to face it..
can i back to my normal life?
no suffering..no annoying..no need to scare..

i just hope everything went back normal..pls

17/10

from yesterday i keep listening this song..
i feel like this song is saying my life..




today evening my friend say go eat sushi king..
we go the nearest sushi king at leisure mall..
when reach so many people waiting for other person to come out..
and the line is so long..@@
so we decided to go 'sing k'..
3.30++ sing until 7.00..
but me 6.15 already go back..
go shop help for a while then go back home..
then talk with baby..
have some problem today..@@
finish talk go sleep..

bye~

11/10

happy day..^^

today no school cause today is last day PMR..=]
today morning 6 o clock i ask baby call me..
cause yesterday she no time chat with me..^o^
we talk talk talk...
already 7++
suddenly the phone close..my phone no battery..=.=ll
take go charge..
on back then call baby but she no answer..=[
8 o clock feel hungry..
i go morning market buy breakfast eat..=)
eat eat eat..8.45 ++ baby call me...^^
she say a movie that she saw yesterday night
people post on facebook..
she ask me download give her see..
later her mom say..
this like a new movie..
now show on cinema..
then i also help baby check..
this movie really show now in cinema..
i also help them check where have this movie..
then baby ask me got friday??
cause friday near weekend
so can late back home and mom won't scold..
but i say here no show friday..
then baby look like so sad..=[
she say she really want see this movie..
after a while..
she tell me later afternoon she no free...
i ask why she say later go watch that movie..@@
i also say i want go..
she say don't want lah..later my mom scold..
then i tell her i curi-curi go out..xD
then she say you like..xD
then 10++ i prepare then call taxi uncle come take me..
reach there 11.35am go cinema buy ticket...




movie title: The Sorcerer And The White Snake
movie time:12.15pm
cinema room:4
place: IOI Mall

then go 'ding ding chang' play while waiting them to come..
they say around 12.30pm will reach..
so i 12.15pm start waiting them outside the cinema..
while waiting i play i-runner game..xD
they reach..we buy popcorn then go in cinema room..
when go in the movie start 20 minutes already..
i don't know in front say what..=[
eat popcorn..yummy..^^
finish movie 2 o clock..
we go eat KFC..
then i wait taxi uncle come fetch me back home..
taxi uncle say 3.30 like that come fetch me..
but i wait until 4 o clock he only come..@@
baby mom say headache so they back home 1st..
i reach home 4.30pm lucky my mom don't know i went out..xD
when i prepare go shop..
taxi uncle outside my brother shop..
lucky he didn't talk much..=]
the time going to 6..
tuition time..
boring..kok bin brother didn't come..
listen teacher talking and waiting the time to pass..
yeah the bell ring..balik rumah lu..xD
then online..
later study..
later later sleep..xD

bYe~g00d night..^^

6/10

today..
go school no mood do what also no mood..
but
after back from school talk with baby..
everything solve..=]
at school i also see my baby name mimi..
when i say i thinking of her..
i so miss her..=[

i also give her attend 1 making cake class..
cause we decided to bake cake for her mom on her birthday...
and this week or next week will buy back my phone..=]
next month i will buy couple phone..♥

happy ending for today..^^

love you baby ...muackzzz♥

5/10

nothing to say much just have picture..

30/9 - 4/10

had a bad days..
scolding from mom...
baby don't want pick up my phone..T.T
i feel like so sad...my mom give some word to my baby mom
and her mom told baby my mom like don't like her..=[
i really don't know what to do..

2/10
my phone leave away from me...heart pain..=[

but

this few day i also very happy with baby..
can go shopping without her mom and her sis and bro...
every morning go out eat breakfast..
teach baby how to cycle bicycle...♥

3/10 i was so happy..
i thought i was dreaming..
when a wake up from nap..
i saw my baby know how to cycle bicycle already..^^
just a short time she already know cycle..^o^

sorry i don't know need to write what anymore...
will update my blog..come see ya...^^

i love you baby jessie..♥♥

28/9

today so happy..^o^
after finish school
im rushing go sunway pyramid for sales..xD
my baby thought i will come late
but
i come early then them..xD
when they reach
we go jusco there buy the cheapest '辣死啊妈' ...
after finish eating we go walk the jusco
i saw so many people and so crowded..
i buy a box of underwear
and
a beach pant..
we go back the lower ground..
i go buy milk tea give them drink..
then
we go buy butter cake..cause i promise buy give baby eat..
time not early so we call kenny come fetch us..
reach home..
we say to her mom
we want go walk walk..
but we go buy bicycle..
after buy i go add something for the bicycle..
i see baby was smile when i take her for ride..
the sky going dark..
so we rush go buy dinner for us..
when reach home the 2 smallest 1 didn't see the bicycle..@@
when i say they only say wow..@@
then i also go take bath and eat dinner..
after a while my sister boyfriend come fetch me..
cause sister have to 'ot'..

THE END

23/9-25/9

23/9
wow..what a tired day..
morning go school until 5.30pm only
reach home...
cause got training at school...
today my 1st time training with couch
from sungai long school..
he quite good..
i can call him shooter..=]
around 4 o clock we finish training
then
walk go bus stop wait for bus..
about 15 minutes the bus reach..
YEAH!!
back home..but i still sad even tough got bus..
cause when reach suntex i need walk back
to ALAM JAYA..
SO FAR MAN..=[
5.30 reach shop then mom say fast go back shower
then come shop help me...
then i also fast fast go home prepare
then
call my baby that i will go her house later..^^
finish prepare go shop help mom..
wait my sister come..
8 o clock..fetch me to my baby house..=]
reach her house..then chat for a while..
10++ wait kenny go home
we curi-curi go out we go 喝茶..xD
12 midnight back..
then sleep..(-(00)-)

24/9
morning wake up..7 o clock..
then wait 2 hours to sent pricilia go dance..
after sent her we go bank in money..
after bank in we go putri mart buy food go back home cook..
baby and me every saturday also like that..xD
WE LOVE COOK TOGETHER..xD
time pass very fast..see the sky going dark..
today we also wait kenny back home..
then
we curi-curi go night market..^^
at night market i buy a lot of food ..
baby found some cute shirt for his little brother louis..
she look so happy..=]
after walk finish the night market..
back home lu..
on the way to get the car kenny call mummy..
mummy pick up the phone..
'kenny ask where are you?'
'mummy say kelvin hungry i bring him go pack food again..'
lucky kenny didnt school me..xD
reach home start eat dinner...yummy..
then go bath..
finish bath see movie..
then sleep time..(-(00)-)

25/9
wake up 7 o clock also..
we already decided want to go eat 'dim sum'
want call baby wake up but pricilia lock the room..@.@
then i sms her..
about 15 minutes she came out..
i call her go brush teeth..
she came out the toilet and say...
raining how to go out..><
we wait for the rain to stop..
around 8++ the rain finally stop..=]
we also go eat breakfast..
wow...
first time we walk so far..
she walk half way say her leg pain already..
then i say withstand it for a while..
we going to reach..
she also withstand..
finally we reach..
eat eat eat..
a cd man came..
baby saw that she want see the movie very long ago..
then i say you choose..
i buy for you..
she choose 2..
when finish eating we on the way back home.
i can feel that she was very happy..
then we go buy food for mummy,pricilia and jordan..
we also buy 7 eleven 冰冰水..
then back home..
when reach home only remember need buy pork and pork ball..
then i rest for 1 hour..
then walk go out buy..
actually i go buy myself..
but baby see me alone..
then she call me say what me accompany you?
then i say sure i want..
then i walk back to take her..
when walking i told her..
actually i want borrow the guard bicycle..
then she say go borrow..
i also go borrow..
the guard so good..borrow his bicycle to us..
i also ride and my baby sit behind me and hug me..
so many people look at us..xD
baby say..so romantic..
then i say..we buy a bicycle..
do you want?
she say want..cause can every time i fetch her go here go there..^^
so we decided this wednesday go buy..xD
after finish buying..
i ask baby want ride samore?
she say ya..i dont want so fast go back home 1st..
i also take baby go ride for a while..
after a while we also go back..^^
i saw baby cleaning things also smiling..=]
then we also start

1. clean the house
2. cook spaghetti..
3. take a nap..xD
4. go playground play..

when back from playground everybody go take their bath..
then eat dinner..
then wait my sister come fetch me back home..

have a wonderful 3days...❤


BABY JESSIE I LOVE YOU...❤

22/9

T~T
am i over???
i just want care more about you only..
im sorry if i over already...
everythings also...
i just scare i LOST you...T~T

today nothing special..
same like normal day..
later need go tuition..no mood tuition already...=[

bye!!tomorrow wait my new blog..

bii~sorry..(-(00)-) love you...

@.@

21/9
what a boring school time again..
that loke sir still haven't come..
so boring at class..and today me don't want go canteen for recess
cause i don't like alone eating..T~T
at school also like normal go school then back school nothing special..=.=ll

after back school..
call baby..talk talk talk..
she say angel mummy call them go jusco balakong shopping..
i say i also want follow..
baby call me fast prepare and wait at leisure mall..
around 2.50pm i reach there..i call baby them..
they didn't pick up the phone..
i stand there and call about 2 hours phone my baby only pick up the phone..
and tell me raining heavy...don't want go out..@@
then i ask tell her..i want go ur house...ask her go tell her mom..
after half and hour reach her house..
then call her mom take us go buy kfc eat..
we wait for her sister 'pricilia' only eat the kfc..^^
after eat teacher pricilia do her school work...
then wait sister come fetch me..

thE EnD..><

boring day..

today morning i slept late and my sister wake me up..
lucky i got go to school..
if not gone get scolding from mom..><
baby also slept late..and i call her wake up..xD
go school wait for my friend loke sir to come but he didn't come..
at last kok bin say that he sms him say he sick already...
HAIZ~
make me today alone go canteen eat food..T~T
brother tomorrow come a!!so sien at class..
can't listen u bilibala so boring..@@
nothing special at school...
come back home..
call baby but after 1 hours only pick..
then talk talk talk talk..
before close the phone..
baby tell me..
remember show your love to your mom..
talk to her...=]
then prepare tuition thing..go shop lu><
when going shop pass by the mamak shop i call '2 roti telur '..xD
yummy..
then sit at shop doing nothing for 2 hours..@@
after 2 hours go tuition..at tuition so boring..
no mood listen teacher talking but still listen =.=ll
wait the time pass...wait wait wait...the bell ring..xD
back home lu..
back home straight on computer..
then later pack bag then go do (-(00)-) (-(00)-) lu..xD

nite...♥
muackzz my baby jessie♥

boring day..

26/8-18/9

this few week have happened many things..

-baby house problem..

-my house problem..

-friend brother pass away just a week ago..

-brother started new work since 5th of september..

-money problem?? 

-so many trouble in this few weeks.. 

-don't know why today listen baby say that her mom say if i can't find house around cheras they will not move house to here and still stay at puchong..

HAIZ 

but i'm also happy in this few weeks cause every weekend i went to my baby house overnight..

her mom let me go her house every weekend..

but now i think i will go twice weeks 1 time..

cause my mom ask me help her at shop already.=[

so sad..=[

final exam just around the corner..

this time exam is 3 weeks time..@@

going mad...

never mind after finish exam baby family take me for a trip to CAMERON HIGHLAND for 2days 1night..

hope tomorrow is my last paper for my exam so i can go relax with my baby..

CAMERON HIGHLAND WAIT FOR ME!!=]

16/08/2011

today is my 16th birthday..
story start from midnight 00.00 a.m
that time i already become a pig already..
but got 2 person call me and give me surprise..
1 is my best buddy,1 is my lover bii bii~~
^..^
both of them also say the same things..
'harlO..happy birthday..opps you sleeping??
haha..no la just tell you happy birthday and ask you go sleep early..byebye..@@'
but my bii bii taking the phone since 10++ and she wait until 12..
thought she wont call me cause she say i want sleep early today..but she just lie me and give me a surprise..xD
happy happy..xD
then today 6.00a.m wake up waiting my bii call me..while waiting she call i want go brush teeth when on the tap my bii morning call me already..xD
she say..'darling 起身咯'..xD
then i fast fast go brush teeth and prepare my thing..
after finish prepare on computer and calling back bii..
but call about half an hour she didn't pick up the phone..=[
when i send a last sms before i go wait for the van she call me..
and she say sorry just now slept already..haiz
my bii bii is my pig like to sleep..xD
then she ask me go wait for my van,evening she find me..i say OK..>.^
go to school..everybody say 'happy birthday'...and i feel today i'm so famous..xD
go up the class..i saw kim ling eating bread..i go in front of her and i say i want..
suddenly peipei and kim ling gave me 3 tupperware..and say today i wake up 5 o clock to make breakfast for you..i so happy with myself that have such all best friend like this..=]
when recess i eat all the food but left 2 egg take back home eat..xD
don't know why when bm class i feel sleepy and i slept for 2 period teacher didn't scold me..xD
last 2 period ecomonics..quite boring but time pass fast too..xD
BALIK TIME !!
tomorrow no school..syok!!
today whole day really do good boy stay at home only listen bii dont want go out..
but got go out eat dinner..xD
back..see facebook...so many wish..=]

thanks ya who does wish me..^^
my sis buy me 2 secret recipe cake..yummy..

i just take some pic..

1st day of training..

wala0~~~
s0 tired man !!
w0w~~
t0day got 26 pe0ple attend
quite a g00d training,and they also listen t0 the b0ss 'yik ming'..xD
h0pe the next and every training have a nice day
&
be a champi0n
f0r the sch00l and 0wnself f0r next year..=]


GAMBATEH!!!

10 more days,,

10 m0re day is me and my baby jessie 1 year anniversary..
dOnt knOw hOw will that day pass thrOugh?
happy 0r sad...
wh0 kn0ws??

i h0pe is a good and will remember this anniversary..=]

i'm not happy at all !!!!!

why is happened between us??
why???
i really want to know how is a good boy??
is that rich boy like that de style is good boy?
and everybody know that boy or girl also want style..
you also know girl style now what style..
and i also follow new style and you say i'm a bad guy..
or i need to wear:-
long black pants,uniform,and a suit..
then you only say i'm a good guy??
IS THAT SO???????

2 years!!
i will wait..
and if you say wear like the 3 thing i say..
ok!! i will wear it give you see and show you i'm not a bad guy!!

haPPy friDay again...=]

yesterday m0rning rain until evening..
haiz~feel s0 c0ld wh0le day..
yesterday als0 last day 0f examinati0n..
when back h0me...th0ught can g0 sh0pping with baby but she say tired d0n't want g0..
then i say i want g0 0ur h0use..
she say she want eat 'pisang g0reng' s0 i als0 bu give her eat..
ar0und 3.30 p.m reach her h0use..=]
t0gether eat 'pisang g0reng'..yummy..
ar0und 4.00p.m g0 her r00m talk secret..xD
talk talk talk...
me feel tired she ask me sleep on her leg..i als0 slept f0r a while..
ab0ut 6.00p.m i w0ke up..
acc0mpany her..until i went back..=]
bef0re i went back we t00k picture..
she say alm0st every m0nth we t00k picture..
remind back..i als0 agree..
xD

picture that we t00k..

hapPy FridaY..^o^

w0w!!
had a great day t0day..
m0rning 0n9 baby fight with me f0r a while..
but after 10 minutes we when back t0 n0rmal..
ar0und 10 o'cl0ck i call her and ar0und 12 end call..
we chat s0me happy things^^

after that~
bebe call me,ask things that i want t0 buy f0r tuiti0n..
after finish the call..
then i sms him say buy ticket f0r me..><
then prepare g0 watch m0vie..

i finish prepare i g0 wait f0r bus...
but bebe and bibi say 2 s0mething 0nly g0..
i saw w0w!!never mind i g0 my c0usin w0rking sh0p wait y0u all..=]
at the sh0p sit f0r a while..c0usin pick up the b0ss ph0ne..
talk..talk..talk..cl0se ph0ne..
then she say b0ss say the internet 'reach' already..
i say huh?
she say b0ss ask me call 'tm' ask for the internet..
then i als0 help her call then sl0ve the pr0blem..
af0und 2 o'cl0ck already..sms them say c0ming..
standing 0utside the sh0p see 2 student..
my 0pini0n they is just start c0uple..but the s0 shy..
i stand there half an h0ur they didn't talk and didn't even h0ld hands..
OMG!!=.=''
bebe and bibi reach..
we when t0 cinema buy ticket f0r 'i am number four'
after buy..g0 toilet,buy water then g0 in the r00m..
see already 1 h0urs..2 stupid malay c0uple..never buy ticket c0me in see..
when the pe0ple c0me in see they scared want g0 0ut..><
after the pe0ple went 0ff they start want run away..><
at last als0 ran away fr0m the cinema><
after finish see the vide0..
we g0 eat sushi..=]
next stati0n wash ph0t0..xD
free a small ablum..l0ve it and l0ve the ph0t0..
next time make 1 f0r y0u my baby..^^
then g0 night market..
finish walk g0 back h0me..

reach h0me saw father m0t0rcycle then call my friend 'steven 00n'
ask him teach me ride m0t0rcycle..xD
9.15 p.m he came..
teach me ab0ut 1 h0ur..
at last kn0w h0w t0 ride m0t0rcycle already..happy
start learn use father m0t0r..'lagenda z'..
my friend say my father m0t0r very hard t0 ride..but i can ride..n0thing happen..
he say me g00d ..xD
after finish teaching me..he use his '135lc' ride a r0undand say n0t hard then 'lagenda z'..
then i say..can give me try '135lc'??
LOL!!
he give me try..i say 1 r0und is en0ugh..
happy until b00m..cause 1 time ride m0t0r use my fav0urite m0t0r ride..
WOW!!XD..

i want t0 thanks wh0 acc0mpany me t0day..thanks br0ther..^^

t0day 1/3/2011 start tuition already..=[

1/3/2011
〖开始补习了..T~T〗
时间陪〖她〗少了..
〖我〗做〖我〗的东西，〖她〗做〖她〗的东西..
不管多忙〖我〗依然〖想念〗〖你〗..♥

BabY~
记得〖你〗刚才对〖我〗说的话吗???
〖你〗说"〖宝贝老公我听到。。。我也会等你〗"


不管发生什么事都要冷静下来..
不要给我担心你丫..
darling不在你身边..要照顾身体哦~~
如果你的空,找darling哦..=]

baby~~
darling ♥ y0u