2010 x'mas~

can say this 15 years is my 1st time exchange x'mas present..

and my 1st present i will receive is my honey..=]

don't know what will i get??

she say to me is a present that will remember me and her de things..

but i can't think what is it..

anyway i also buy a present for her..

but in the box not only 1 things..

i think got more than 3 things..=]

hope this surprise she will like it..

dear i miss you~

when i can see you?

dear don't forget you say de things..

love you~

✖✖ de heart

tOday i ask myself..

am i the right kelvin??

Or another peOple already..

sOmetimes sO disapOinted at myself ..HAIZ

kelvin 'a' kelvin..where r u?

cOme back and dO yOurself la..

last time de yOu mOre better than nOw de yOu..

say everything can sOlve Ownself but yOu just knOw ask friend accOmapny yOu gO Out..

why dOnt yOu tell her what yOur feel?

keep in the heart Ownself only 'sam fu'

what the pOint?

dO yOu knOw what is the pOint Of dOing the things????

yOu dO it but she just take is as a small things..

everytime yOu hurt dO she knOw??

she din't!!

but what can i dO??????????

why everytime also like that??

mOOd really really dOwn this few week..
dO yOu knOw what yOu really scOlding?
last time yOu always say yOu and father fight alsO because Of brOther..
am i the brOther why scOlding me?
im the smallest sOn Ok...
want scOld,scOld him la..
everytime yOu scOld me..me din't say anything then yOu say i give yOu face see..
yOu think what yOu say tO me i din't hurt??huh??
i can just tell yOu but i respect yOu?dO yOu even respect me?
mOvie always say big ppl things small kid dOn't need knOw...
why tell me??
last time small time every weekend father always bring us gO shOpping..but everytime the car will sO annOying..
i think that i nOrmal..
but start this year nOvember all things start change..
i hate gO Out with yOu all..
i hate at hOme..
i hate at shOp
i hate yOu what alsO scOld me...
dunnO why yOu all always say mOney mOney mOney..
i knOw mOney is impOrtant but family mOre impOrtant..
this twO days i suffer in my heart what yOu all scOld me withOut reasOns..
i try dO things..sO i clean the shOp and my bedrOOm..all nO use de things i just thrOw it away..like this yOu alsO scOld..
dunnO why yOu nOw sO annOying..
yOu say i din't discuss with yOu and what i say yes then yes..
but i think what yOu say yes more than i say lo..
if like that i dOnt want say anything la..what alsO yOu chOOse lo...
why still want ask me gO?
better lOck me in the rOOm enOugh..Or give me gO Out with friend..
even yOu give me gO Out..
yOu still will scOld me say why everyday went Out..
with whO?
gO where?
until what time?
sOmetime call me and scOld me..
yOu knOw suffer this is very hard!!
samOre i will buy car or motorcycle my Own mOney..cOz ask sister fetch better take taxi or bus..
kelvin say's de:
I WILL USE MY MONEY BUY I WANT DE THINGS..NO NEED USE YOU ALL DE MONEY!!!

this few week s0 busy..want wrote on (11/11/2010)

11/11/2010
i wOnt fOrget this day because this day can say is my last day standing at the building and also my last day at her hOme..
that day arOund 4 o'clock mimi ask me gO her hOuse help her..i alsO agree that will reach abOut 5 o'clock..
when reach her hOuse we chat abOut 15 minutes..suddenly kenny reach hOme and we get shOck..
a mOment later..
mimi ask me leave the hOme first..i dint say anything and walk tO the dOOr with jOrdan..
when walking tO the dOOr kenny ask 'where dO you want tO gO' to jOrdan..jOrdan dint say anything and walk tO the rOOm..
mimi call jOrdan Open the dOOr fOr me..i wait her at the staircase arOund half an hOur...
at last kenny when Out but mimi dOnt want me get in the hOuse again because she get stress of her parents..scare her parents will scOld her..she say sOrry tO me...she say if angry say it Out..but dunnO why that time i din't angry at all..maybe i understand what yOu thinking...
if give Other ppl knOw they will say i'm a stupid guy..but lOve is like that..One of them must have hurt..

here is sOme pic that i snap..=]

--->frOnt Of the building

-->behind the building

-->11 flOOr...

-->the way tO mimi house

宝贝不是我没有脾气~只是不懂要怎么去气你~

还有你讲过一些话我还记得~你说还没到死那天你都不知道你有几爱那个人。。=]

我永远记得你说过的话。。